This song manage to keep me on my feet the whole time:)

Its all me for 22 years

By 31st October, ill be officially a 22 years old. Anyways, soo many people especially mak ciks and kakaks at the place where i did my practical or anywhere else always and i mean always asked me "Dont you have anyone special?"

I answered "No"

They were confused and amazed. They said " its weird someone like you have no Gf"..LOL..Do i need to? Most of the time i avoid answering all these types of questions.

Okay, lemme just come clean to you guys. I dont have anyone like ever. For the 22 years of my life, i have never given out my heart to anyone else. Most of the time i feel like im not ready to sacrifice my time and myself for someone who probably would not be with me for my entire life ( I know im being selfish) but that the truth. Most of the time i dont believe in people cuz i know what i want and i dont need anyone else to tell me, unless i ask first la.

The main point here is that, being in relationship is not the ultimate thing that im aiming for in my life. YES, i admit that sometimes i do feel lonely and back at home, im the only sibling that have no one to text to in the middle of the night. Not that i cared much cuz i have been single for so long that i dont really taken up this relationship whole thing too seriously. For some people it is important, especially all my girl friends.

Theres one time where i got fed up with the relationships hiatus cuz it seems that all of my friends currently having it. I kept asking people whether am i nice, good looking , funny and other sorts of personality that might attract people. They all said that im all above (Im flattered) but why am i being single? why dont people come on to me and ask me on a date? As time goes by, i realized that im not into that settling down with someone yet. I cant imagined myself doing that furthermore.

LoL

Anyways, thx for reading.
Take care.

First Timer

Finally!!.. I've done it!. It was the first facial i have had during my lifetime. I thought its going to be painful at first( it does actually) but somehow the outcomes are just spectacular. My skin feels smooth and all my white and black heads safely been 'excavated' from its 'home' LOL.

Thanks to my dear friend Aliah and a BIG HUG to her sis Kak Sha for doing it for me. And yeah, since i already know the area, i declare myself to be their loyal customer:) hehehehe. Owh, almost forgot, here is the link to that place. Its quite cheap and really2 worth of trying because the person who's doing the facial has soooo many years of experience that only she herself knows. http://myladydebeaute.blogspot.com/p/products.html?spref=fb

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Old habit, dies hard..but i managed to kill it:)

Okay, today i would like to share with you this one habit that i always do..back then. Which is biting my nails!!.I know, thinking about it makes me feel awful about doing it. The worst part, i would never remember doing it in public cuz it happens unconsciously even if im fully awake. LOL. yup its so embarrassing that sometimes my friends told me to stop biting my nails cuz its disgusting and im going to ended up having fugly nails. So true. My fingers look soo ugly with the lower part extend more than my nails (have no idea how to explain it but that somehow i picture it)

Eww..Gross

I've came across alot of materials regarding the habits that people normally with do whenever anxiety kicks in or in any situations. There are people who love to pluck their hairs one by one (okay thats painful!), some love to bite nails (former me:P) and etc. The bottom line is, I'm one of those people. So i decided to stop biting my nails. Been googling it to find possible solutions that might help me curb this habit. My friends told me to have a manicure..or was it pedicure??..i cant tell between these two..

So, i went to the nail bar and get my nails done and to tell you the truth, it was all worth it!. I love it and my nails now look even better. And you know what, for the past 6 years of my life, it seems that I failed in controlling my desire to bite my nails, but by having your own initiative to change for a better life, you are most certainly can do it. Its a matter of believing yourself:)

I'm happy how it turns out right now. I wont lie cuz whenver i looked at my nails, the urge to bite it slowly gets into me. But that goodness i can control that urge. Thats all from me. Thanks for reading.

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